From A Piece of My Heart

Lately, I'm trully feel really missing my old friends when I was doing my Bacchelor. Yes, I'm really miss all of them..I miss all the sweet moments that we had spent together..cooking, studying and everything. The most sweet moment was cycling around 'Taman Perumahan' and after that we just hang out at the beach. Really sweet that time.

If I just can turn back the time, sure I will turn it back to the time when I became a student. I just wanna forget everything that always annoy me. For me "kita bukan hidup dengan pujian dan tidak mati dengan kejian". As long as I know what I am doing and do not cause trouble to anyone, its enough already. People have their right to make a judgement but we know ourself better that the outsider. Sometimes, when we treat people nicely doesn't mean they will also treat us as we had done. Our life is so unexpected! However, we should face it because its our journey. Just be a positive and optimistic people..Chayuk! ^_^

with love

~Sal~

A Letter From Mom & Dad

I was tagged with such a touching 'letter'  by my sister on the facebook. So, I'm just sharing here for those who haven't read.  Sometimes, as a child, we don't really understand our parents as they are getting older. Maybe, by read this 'letter' will remind us back for what they had done to us when we were little before.

"My Child,

When I get old, I hope you understand '...n have patience with me... In case I break the plate, or spill soup on the table because I’m losing my eyesight, I hope you don’t yell at me. Older people are sensitive, always having self pity when you yell. When my hearing gets worse 'n I can’t hear what you’re saying, I hope you don’t call me ‘Deaf!’. Please repeat what you said or write it down.

I’m sorry, my child.

I’m getting older. When my knees get weaker, I hope you have the patience to help me get up. Like how I used to help you while you were little, learning how to walk. Please bear with me, when I keep repeating myself like a broken record, I hope you just keep listening to me. Please don’t make fun of me, or get sick of listening to me.

Do you remember when you were little 'n you wanted a ballon? You repeated yourself over 'n over until you get what you wanted. Please also pardon my smell. I smell like an old person.Please don’t force me to shower. My body is weak. Old people get sick easily when they’re cold. I hope I don’t gross you out.

Do you remember when you were little? I used to chase you around because you didn’t want to shower. I hope you can be patient with me when I’m always cranky. It’s all part of getting old. You’ll understand when you’re older..'n if you have spare time, I hope we can talk even for a few minutes. I’m always all by myself all the time, 'n have no one to talk to. I know you’re busy with work. Even if you’re not interested in my stories, please have time for me.

Do you remember when you were little? I used to listen to your stories about your teddy bear. When the time comes, 'n I get ill 'n bedridden, I hope you have the patience to take care of me. I’m sorry if I accidentally wet the bed or make a mess. I hope you have the patience to take care of me during the last few moments of my life. I’m not going to last much longer, anyway. When the time of my death comes, I hope you hold my hand 'n give me strength to face death.

'n don’t worry.. when I finally meet our creator, I will whisper in his ear to bless you. Because you loved your Mom 'n Dad.

Thank you so much for your care.

We love you."

I'm so touched with this 'letter' and I feel so lucky coz I still have my beloved 'Ayah & Ma'. I hope, I will be such an understanding & patience daughter for them when they getting older and become so weak someday. InsyaAllah..Amin.

with love
~Sal~